Hopelesness

Assalammualaikum.

".........................."


"I feel useless"
"I feel stupid."
"I'm so fool."
"I'm hopeless."
"EVERYTHING! "

how i looked right now --'

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

She Speaks Up

Assalammualaikum.

Everyone has their own beauty. Do you agree?
i used to be the girl who thinks she's not pretty enough. I used to be the girl who afraid of taking pictures of herself. i used to be the girl who doesn't really knows how to mix and match in fashions. I used to be the girl who don't really get the attention of her crush. And i used to be the girl who feel insecure of herself whenever she sees beautiful girls of her age. I USED TO. And truth to be told, even i had reached my teen age, the feelings are still  in me.

Gorgeous, God creates us in beautiful way.Accept everything in yourself, i mean EVERYTHING.You are you and that's the beginning and the end  no apologies, no regret. People is not a mirror They see u differently than u see yourself. It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.Be positive. 

If you think u need to transform yourself into something better, well go on. Chase your dreams then. Don't ever let other people to cut your dreams off. It's time for you to realize you're worth a lot more than you think."Don't be insecure if your heart is pure" 

There will come a day when love will free you from your fear :)

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

Happy Blowing Candles, Ferhad!

Assalammualaikum,

Yesterday, we had celebrated Ferhad's 10th birthday. mama invited some of his friends to share his joy together. And so, he got many presents and everyone was served with KFC, a delicious cake ever, some sweets and desserts and for sure there are various drinks. 

Well i dint help much i guess. i do actually. i helped my mom to served all these foods.Then, i had a chit chat with my friends. After we had our dinner, we rode a fixie. oh gosh. its creepy, i tell you! i don't even know how to handle it. Luckily, the fixie that i borrowed from my brother's friend has a brake, so i manage to balance myself. What a day.

This is my mood last night :

Again, happy birthday adik. May your wishes come true. Have a great June :*

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

Annoying

Assalammualaikum. 

oh, before i go any further, it's Ferhad's bornday today. he turned 10 today. yeah, time travels fast. i know. so ferhad, since u already turned 10 years old today, please be nice. no more being such a naughty and annoying boy. i know you are the youngest among me and your abang, but this doesn't mean u can cry like a baby when we tease you. --' So, happy birthday adik. :D 

Well actually. what i wanna say here is that i am so annoyed with detesters. In other word, haters. Is there? I'd been thinking that either. Have you ever heard a phrase saying, "you can't expect everyone to like you. you don't even like everyone". actually i read this from hanis zalikha's blog ;) Her blog is coolio. trust me. okay, where were we? oh ya, haters. the so called 'perfectionist'. 

The feelings u get when u put on your effort trying to cheer up everyone but ur effort seemed to fail. feel like wanna throw some shits on their face. sorry for the harsh words. but they dont really have to give some shits respond i guess? a smile would be nice people. fyi, i don't have the talent to let other people feelings down. Like seriously. I know, people might say,"u're hypocrite. if u wanna say bad things about the person u hate , tell them by face to face". well, i don't give a shit langsung. 

Let me tell you something that maybe could help u understand what is meant by 'haters'. There are so many factors of haters. 

• Rumours are carried by haters, spread by fools and accepted by idiots. yeah, IDIOTS
• Haters are confused admirers who can't seem to understand why everyone loves u so much
• Haters don't really hate you, they hate themselves cause you're a reflection of what they wish to be
• When people you dont even know hate u, that's when you know you're the best
• Haters will broadcast your failure, but whisper your success 
• oh, are you with me when i say, haters are the people who view your profile the most? yes? i love you people :)  

So, here it is. some infos of haters. Frankly, i do have someone that i dislike. Hate is not an appropriate word to use i guess. because i don't really hate them. WHY? because of some unexplained factors that even Einstein don't know the answer. Everyone has their own reason to be hated. well,it's normal yah.Everyone has their flaws either.

People, when people hates u, it's because of they love to live in someone's else life.In short, haters gonna hate. 

My suggestion towards people who hates you, let's give a cute face as below : 

or maybe :

Live your life gorgeous-es. <3

And the most important thing, SLEEP TIGHT ;) 

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.