I really in love with you :*

Assalammualaikum :) 

Hey everyone. its been a while since the last time i updated my blog. This seems to be awkward for me as i had stop writing for a long period of time i guess. 

There's only one reason why i decided to write today. 

Every girls has their own fairytales. So do i. I have my prince that i really loved and hoping to be together till the end of my life. So here are some confessions for you. 

Dear love, 

When the first day we're together, there were many things playing in my mind. i kept asking myself am i ready to be hurt, to feel lose, to cry a lot everyday when u dont give me your attention and so on. And the most important part is, will you be with me together? Will u get attracted easily by the beautiful girls out there? But after being yours for couple months, i guess im wrong :)  You are the most nicest man i've ever known. its impossible for me to find a guy like you. to fall in love with you is the most beautiful chapter in my story. i would love to tell everyone about us. i love us. i really love our relationship. i dont wanna lose it. i would do anything so that we will just be fine. i hate our fights. My day does not goes well without a 'hye' from you. A smile from you would be nice. Coz i love everything about you. My perfect day has nothing to do with the weather or what i'm doing. my perfect day is whenever im with my sayang. 

If i could give you one thing in life, i would give you the ability to see through my eyes, only then you would realize how special you are to me.i love you for all what you are, all that you have been and all you're yet to be. i dont know what my future holds but im hoping you're in it. You're the one who makes happiness happen. i just want to let you know, if i had a flower for every time you make me smile and laugh, i'd have a flower garden to walk in forever ;) I miss your presence, i miss to hear your voice,  our late night conversations where we talked for so long when everyone had already slept. i miss everything.  

i dont asked much from you. what i need is what every girls need.that is your attention and your love. i would be the happiest girl in the world. A kiss and a warm hug from you would be nice too ;) Please stay with me. pretty please sweetheart? :( i dont what i'd do without you in my life. 

I really in love with you honey :* and im wishing the best for us. 

Huggs and kisses, 

Jennifer Kardashian

Ramadhanic mode

Assalammualaikum.

Hi sweethearts. ya allah, i'm not sure when is the last day since i type 'blogger' on the search web. i've been really busy with everything. not that busy actually. its just an overreacting gimic. In short, just to tel u how lazy i am to write. Do u miss me? yes? no? i assume that as a yes :)

Ouh, ya allah. LUPA! It's Ramadhan people. Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak handsomes and beautifuls! :) Ramadhan is one of muslims obligations. It's an order from God okay. Besides, banyak fadhilat2 berpuasa ni. Soooooooo, let's grab them! Ramadhan comes only once a year. Don't u gus miss 'em? hmmmm.

Well actually there's nothing much i wanna write here. Just a sweet happy ramadhan wish to all my muslims friends and for sure to ALL MUSLIMS :) Remember, sape tak puasa penuh, tak dpt duit raya tau. hihi.

Goodnight :) Can't wait for sahur later.

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian :)

Hopelesness

Assalammualaikum.

".........................."


"I feel useless"
"I feel stupid."
"I'm so fool."
"I'm hopeless."
"EVERYTHING! "

how i looked right now --'

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

She Speaks Up

Assalammualaikum.

Everyone has their own beauty. Do you agree?
i used to be the girl who thinks she's not pretty enough. I used to be the girl who afraid of taking pictures of herself. i used to be the girl who doesn't really knows how to mix and match in fashions. I used to be the girl who don't really get the attention of her crush. And i used to be the girl who feel insecure of herself whenever she sees beautiful girls of her age. I USED TO. And truth to be told, even i had reached my teen age, the feelings are still  in me.

Gorgeous, God creates us in beautiful way.Accept everything in yourself, i mean EVERYTHING.You are you and that's the beginning and the end  no apologies, no regret. People is not a mirror They see u differently than u see yourself. It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.Be positive. 

If you think u need to transform yourself into something better, well go on. Chase your dreams then. Don't ever let other people to cut your dreams off. It's time for you to realize you're worth a lot more than you think."Don't be insecure if your heart is pure" 

There will come a day when love will free you from your fear :)

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

Happy Blowing Candles, Ferhad!

Assalammualaikum,

Yesterday, we had celebrated Ferhad's 10th birthday. mama invited some of his friends to share his joy together. And so, he got many presents and everyone was served with KFC, a delicious cake ever, some sweets and desserts and for sure there are various drinks. 

Well i dint help much i guess. i do actually. i helped my mom to served all these foods.Then, i had a chit chat with my friends. After we had our dinner, we rode a fixie. oh gosh. its creepy, i tell you! i don't even know how to handle it. Luckily, the fixie that i borrowed from my brother's friend has a brake, so i manage to balance myself. What a day.

This is my mood last night :

Again, happy birthday adik. May your wishes come true. Have a great June :*

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

Annoying

Assalammualaikum. 

oh, before i go any further, it's Ferhad's bornday today. he turned 10 today. yeah, time travels fast. i know. so ferhad, since u already turned 10 years old today, please be nice. no more being such a naughty and annoying boy. i know you are the youngest among me and your abang, but this doesn't mean u can cry like a baby when we tease you. --' So, happy birthday adik. :D 

Well actually. what i wanna say here is that i am so annoyed with detesters. In other word, haters. Is there? I'd been thinking that either. Have you ever heard a phrase saying, "you can't expect everyone to like you. you don't even like everyone". actually i read this from hanis zalikha's blog ;) Her blog is coolio. trust me. okay, where were we? oh ya, haters. the so called 'perfectionist'. 

The feelings u get when u put on your effort trying to cheer up everyone but ur effort seemed to fail. feel like wanna throw some shits on their face. sorry for the harsh words. but they dont really have to give some shits respond i guess? a smile would be nice people. fyi, i don't have the talent to let other people feelings down. Like seriously. I know, people might say,"u're hypocrite. if u wanna say bad things about the person u hate , tell them by face to face". well, i don't give a shit langsung. 

Let me tell you something that maybe could help u understand what is meant by 'haters'. There are so many factors of haters. 

• Rumours are carried by haters, spread by fools and accepted by idiots. yeah, IDIOTS
• Haters are confused admirers who can't seem to understand why everyone loves u so much
• Haters don't really hate you, they hate themselves cause you're a reflection of what they wish to be
• When people you dont even know hate u, that's when you know you're the best
• Haters will broadcast your failure, but whisper your success 
• oh, are you with me when i say, haters are the people who view your profile the most? yes? i love you people :)  

So, here it is. some infos of haters. Frankly, i do have someone that i dislike. Hate is not an appropriate word to use i guess. because i don't really hate them. WHY? because of some unexplained factors that even Einstein don't know the answer. Everyone has their own reason to be hated. well,it's normal yah.Everyone has their flaws either.

People, when people hates u, it's because of they love to live in someone's else life.In short, haters gonna hate. 

My suggestion towards people who hates you, let's give a cute face as below : 

or maybe :

Live your life gorgeous-es. <3

And the most important thing, SLEEP TIGHT ;) 

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian. 

Bloom

Assalammualaikum ;) 

How's ur day going beautifuls and handsomes? i hope yours are going well coz' mine was super great last morning ;) while writting this, i am smiling widely till my ears. I can't help myself to stop smiling coz' i feel great today. I just came back from meeting him just now. It's been a while since the last date we had last year. yeah, we do meet in schools - after prep. But i don't think it's a date. And so, this really meke me feels good :D 

And let me tell ya something :

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian <3

Love is in the air :*

Assalammualaikum and bonjeur people ;)

It has been ages i dint visit this blog kan kan kan?! berhabuk blog aku ni. but here i am, once again * nyanyi lagu avril lavigne*  okay dah. people its holiday! yayy, its holiday time! time for those hot stuffs to get out from their house and take some snapshots with their buddies and post them in fb --' So,as usual, im gonna share about how my life's going during last last last days.sory for not updating. i was prisoned in my hostel :( sobsob. 

Anyway, just to share, its my ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY on the last 14th MAY 2012. *claps to myself* we made it. we made it. : Honestly, i am really happy to know that my boyfriend and i managed to get till here.although there are manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy other couples who had their relationships longer than us, but who cares? :P you know, the feeling u get when your partner remember the date of the special day, i cant describe how happy i am :) too happy. i dont have any idea why am i so ecstatic about it. yeah, people might say, "alahh, baru anniversary couple, as if tu anniversary kawen" or "why are u being so happy? dont be." and so on. Do you ever know what my reaction would be, nahh, who gives a shit. So back to the topic :) the moment when he wish me the anniversary thingy, i wish he could see my ters of joy. *over sgt la plak kan. what i mean is, BOY IM TOO HAPPY THAT U COULD REMEMBER OUR DAY! sort of mcm tu la kiranya. 

I was doing my math mode revision when he text me a message. At first, i thought he dont remember our day. but when i read the content of his message, he remembered. he was being so sweet and cute. jap nak recall.he text me on 12.07 am. as long as u remember that would make me smile till ears. a simple "i love u" from you would make me feel like i just won a billion dollar.seriously. 

Sincerely, i always wanted a long lasting relationships. even with my ex,we lasted for 2 years :) aint it sweet? :) i miss those moments. but destiny had written that we are not meant to be together. i dont reli care anymore.hmmm. why are we talking bout him anyway? --' 

Dear LOVE, 

First and foremost, sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me. i love you.i dont want to have an amazing couples of months and then it all over in a flash. i dont even want to experience the feelings of hurt,confusion and dissapointment. i believe that u will never let me feel that way, will you? :) i want to be with you, and i want us to last. no matter what we run into, ad no matter how hard life brings, i want us to stick together. Secondly, you made me smile without trying.waaa, hebat la u kan.*clapping* if i said i didn't feel anything for you, then i would be lying. i  don't want us to be better in expectations than in reality. and yeah, i always remember how we started talking. kinda funny. pftt. hahaha.*gelak terguling2* . the only that i know is that when i'm with you, i'm the happiest girl in the world. i wish i knew what goes on in your mind when we talk <3 Going to sleep thinking bout you, waking up still thinking about you. how can i resist :P you know, when you fall in love with an unexpected person, at the most unexpected time. i never expect you to be the one. :)

nah! for you! heheheheheheehe <3

oh btw, i found this. pls buy for me one day okay :D hehe

p/s : just in case u read this honey, i love you switheart :* so much than yours. 

i love you, boyfriend <3

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian <3

my family, my LIFE

Assalammualaikum ;)

I wanna share something cute that i found in my file when i was helping my mom clearing up some stuffs. bnde ni kan, i got it masa i was in my primary skool i guess. Sounds like dah lama aku tak mngemas brg2 aku kan --' i found my kad2 raya that my frens gave, my love letters from my monkeys.hee. nolah. tipu je. okay2. straight to the point. READ this!

                      I ran into a stranger as he passed by. 'Oh, excuse me' was my reply.

                   He said, 'Please excuse me too, i wasn't watching for you.' We were very polite,

this stranger and i. We went on our way and we said goodbye.

               

                          But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones,young and old.

Later that day, coking the evening meal, my son stood beside me very still. When

 i turned, i nearly knocked him down. 'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown. He walked away, 

his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly i'd spoken.

                  While i lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said,

'While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy u use, but the family you love, you seemed to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor, you'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are flowers he brought for you. He picked himself ; pink, yellow and red. He 

stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, you never saw the tears that filled

his little eyes.'

By this time, i felt very small, and now my tears began to fall. I quietly

went and knelt his bed ; 'Wake up, little one, wake up, ' I said.

'Are these flowers you picked for me?' He smiled, ' i found them, out by the tree. I picked

em' because they are pretty like you. i knew you'd like the them, especially the red.'

                      I said,'Son, I'm sorry for the way i acted today ; i shouldn't have yelled at you that way.' 

He said, 'Oh mom, that's okay :) I love you anyway. ' I said,' Son, i love you too, and i do like the flowers, especially the red. '

F A M I L Y

Well erm, ini mcm aku ngan mak aku la kiranya. Like mother
like daughter. hihi

Are you aware that, if we died tomorrow, the company that we worked for could easily relace us in

a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. 

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own 

family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think? So what is behind the story? 

DO YOU KNOW what the word FAMILY means?

         F - (Father) 

    A- (And)

           M - (Mother)

I -  (I)

        L - ( Love)

       Y - ( You)

Hugs and Kisses,

Jennifer Kardashian.

what goes around comes around

07 January 2012

I'm home. for about a week. jyeahh. but, guess wad.i brought home my hw too. ckgu2 mrsm kepala batas ni kan, diorg kalo kasi hw bergunung ganang, berbukit bukau dan sbgainya. but i understand, its their role to make students clever. plus, we are having our 4.0 campaign ni! u guys know what is 4.0? taw x?? hee. its a pointer that we used in every exams. it shows how much pointer tht we get for the last exam. cuakkk wey tunggu pointer kluar. as for me la kan, smentara nk tunggu pointer kluar, taubat nasuha dlu. hehe. nahhh, kidding :) yelaa, everyone wish the best for themselves kan? ;) hmm. okay then!  cuba tka what im goin to talk about? :D heehehe. its about LIFE :)

PEOPLE, WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD AS A HUGE COMMUNITY.mannn, gila bapak berjuta2 org kt muka bumi  tuhan ni. ada malays, indians, chineese, those mat salehs, org asli, maurie, *i dont know how to speel it right* arabians and etc lah. and, ada manusia yg kerdil and ada je yg tingggggggggggggggiii :) how unique this world is kn. and bumi kite terletak di galaxie yg bernama Milky Way yg berbentuk spiral shaped. hehehe. ceyyy, actually im revising my form3 science chapters ni. :D okay dah, back to the main.



so, bila dah berjuta2 org yg hidup di bumi, it means that terdapat berjuta2 perangai yg ada la kan. yelaa, rmbut sma hitam, hati lain2. :) eh tak jugak en, english people, blonde en? hmm takpelah. ttak kkisah lah. what i wanna highlight here is stiap mnusia mmpunya hati dan fikiran yg berbeza. ada yg bad tempered, chill, backstabbers, trustworthy, sensitve *which is me* and blalala. kalo smua  sma je prangai, bosan ahh -,-

i was born not to pleased all of u. weyy,ade ke mse lahir2 tu, my mom bisik, 'baby nnti dah besar please everyone okay'. -,- tak en. penat jaga hati org! PENAT SANGAT! im tired of crying alone. its true. mslah kwan2 for instance. ya rabbi. mslah kwn2 lah yg pling tnsyen skali i think after fmily probs. i dont like problems. yeahh, who likes kan :P but sumpah, i hate them very much. whenever i tried to pleased anyone, still ada je tk kena. then takpe.its fine. i tell myself, 'its okay. dont be mad easily. chill' and so, i move on with my life. bila things get better, the next problems plak dtg. kalo bukan psl kwn, psl something else plak. :P im trying to please everyone although i know it'll never work. be positive. its what people said.as for me, we cant be always positive. somehow we need to take the negative one either to make some good changes or something. if ada org buat kte, then i think we should just back off. do u know about karma? its like a curse or something. -,- im not reli sure, but it'll happen. siriesly. thats y la, kalo org buat jhat kt kte, nnti msti org lian ckp, 'nvm2. what goes around, comes around' . sme jugak dgn mksud allah tu maha adil. Dia akan balas segala kjahatan yg org buat kt kte. *cheyywah. hehe. yelah kan, what u give, u get back la. mana aci aku sorg ke kena hntam.ouhh, lemak btul :P

so what i did was, keep smiling. tadaaaaa :D hee. so what all those stupid problems kan. show your pearl-white teeth people. snyum je. i know its a fake one, but erm, at least if we smile, part of the problems kite boley lupakan ;) trust me. lgpun, senyum kn sedekah :) tak slah kan kalo kite snyum? :) think it wisely. 

i guess this picture above suits for our topic today kan ;) hope so. hee. enjoy tak crita hari ni?? :D enjoy tak!? enjoy tak!? mke sure enjoy tau. hee. till here je lah. nk mndi.haha. okay people. have lotsa fun on march okay! njoy ur holiday students! :) daaaaa. <3


                                                                                                                               Huggs and Kisses ,
                                                                                                                               Jennifer Kardashian <3

Shopaholic

04 February 2012

assalammualaikum ;)

hows your afternoon people? adakah ianya indah? sejuk? PANAS? bkoz mine is hot!! arghhh.ouh anyway, hepi thaipusam people. have a blast people. *ckp smbil kepala tergeleng2* haha. thanks for this thaipusam holiday ;) 

so people, actually, today i got no topic to talk about. saje je tergegeh nk jugak buat blog ni -,- pulun jugak nk cari idea. and after bertungkus lumus mencari idea, i got one! TADAAAAAAAAA! Shopaholic. yayyy. haha. in which i am one of the worst shopaholic girl -,- kira mcm confession of shopaholic la kan. haha. ni kire untung aku takde credit card u know. if not, Isla Fisher dlm confession of shopaholic tu mmg in my version la. habis stu kedai aku borong -,-

u see the sratement above? no? okay, let me tell u again. 'WHEN I SHOP, THE WORLD GETS BETTER' . jyeahhh. u got it? anyone yg tak fhm lg? nk kena translate ke? hee. ceyy, nolah kan. ni smua mesti well english educated punya kan kn kan? :) so, i guess, bila u guys read the statement written, msti boley agak betapa 'trok' nya aku dlm hal bab2 shopping ni kan. even me myself istighfar byk2 bila tgk balik barang2 that i shop. omg omg omg. tp, kalo tak beli, rasa regret. so, what do u expect me to do?!! haisyy. tensyen2. 

hari tu kan kan, during my last day of end year semester break, aku baru la terhegeh2 nak beli brang skolah. ouh ya before that, my fmily kan, sukeeeeeeeeeee sgt buat keje last minute. like siriesly u olss -____-  im not that type taw x. when things got late, i easily got nervous and my heart dupdapdupdap dgn begitu kncangnya skali and even mcm nk terkeluar! for intance i tell u, time nk htr balik mktab. Ya Allah Ya Rabbi, i prepared myself very ealy.but then tgk2 keluar rumah lmbat jugak. aiyooooo. mama2, papa2 -,- hehh. but its okay, its our family trademark! jyeahhh. although its a negative one -,- nahh, who gives a shit. ouh back to our topic :) 

pastu kan, masa tu dah pkul brape. siries shit, smpai sunway pkul 9. imagine nk shopping only for an hour. tak sempat weyy, siries tak sempat. urghh.. and then kan, ada ke patut mama plak yg ber-shopping utk diri sndiri -,- hnya tuhan yg tahu betapa sabarnya aku time tu. i was like, 'mama, bykkk lg my stuffs yg x beli lg and u shop for urselves' tp ckp dlm hati la. hee. tak berani nk bersuara :P and so, end up, my barrang  tak lengkap la alamatnya kan :) nsib baik la time tu balik mktab for kiks programme je -,- if not, haisyyy. tak taw la ceq nk  habaq mai. 

and ada skali tu en, papa once pernah marah. tersentap trus. yelah, bkoz he's not the type yg mrah2 punya :P so when once he raise his voice, mmg mcm harimau mgaum laa. im not too sure apa dy ckp hari tu, but satu je yg mmg i remember til today. > ' kakak ni mmg mnyusahkan lah! ' terdiam aku. hee :) foineee -,- i cant deny, mmg nafsu shopping aku mmg tahap max, but yelahh, nk buat cmne kan :( sedih btul kne mrah! :'( 

look! ada sale! omg omg omg !

see ! shopping makanan je pon. hee. :D

so i need to control myself in buying things. no,its MUST :) Its one of my resolution this year. err, hope it will ;) hehe. anas said, buat list nak beli apa everytime pegi shopping mall. hehe. i'll try then ;) so i guess that will be all for today :) tomoro morning dah nk register into mrsm kb :) alohamigos new people :) do pray the best for me people. see yah next holiday! <3 toodles

                                                                                                     Hugs and Kisses , 

                                                                                                                Jennifer Kardashian ;)

teman teman

30 January 2012

olla people ;)
so, at last, habis pun KIKS programme in our school. after a month  we learned about those kemahiran2 thingy. and spent our last wonderful times together, so this is the end. and this coming wed , 8 FEB 2012, we will have our re-registration day as a new student okay, i highlight that, NEW STUDENT OF MRSM KB. muahaha *evil laugh* mesti muka smua bajet suci je en. yelah, budak baru katakan :P but somehow, tak smua my frens yg register sini balik :'( bkoz these geniuses are moving to a better school. ada yg pndah ke mrsm taiping, tgb, langkawi, pengkalan chepa, langkawi and even trolak ngan alor gajah pon ada :O omg omg omg. sedih gilaaaaa! *ambik tisu lap air mata * okay dah2. but of koz i need to be sad coz' my best fren is moving too. imagine, my best fren!! why people! why!! baru je nak hepi, this year i got the same room with her :( nnti dgn sape lg aku nk tido sekatil, buat lawak bodoh same2 and doin stupid stuffs together :'( but xpelaa. nk buat cmne kan. ada rezeki,kita jumpa la kan dayah kan? :) jgan lupakan aku taw dayah :) although kita suka bergaduh, slalu berselisih pndapat, u still my bestest :)

hmm, tp inilah lumrah kehidupan kan. ada yg pergi, ada yg dtg. mnusia ni perlu berhijrah aite? kalo kita mcm tu jeeee, mcm mne nk maju kan. we need to move on step by step to reach the top :) as a saying goes, a thousand miles begins with a single step. so frens, all the best okay. hentam lah jawatan gila2 punya! make we proud of u :)

and for us who still remain here......... hehehehehe. ehem2 :D senior la weyh kami kat sini. weehooooo! :D
habislah juniors. hohooho. ceyy, taklah. kami smua baik -,- y? tak pcaya eh? pecayalah! pecayalah! hee. okay dah lah. mrepek dah aku -,- hmm thought of nk ambik jawatan yg tinggi2 lah. hehe. im not sure whether i can do it or not, but...................... boley kott. hehehe. actually, tak sabar nk jumpa new frens nnti. dunnolah whether are they good,bad or evil. hehe. nolah, kidding. nk usya is there anny ht guys coming in. muahahahaha :D hey nolahh, tak baik la. ZINA MATA. ustaz yg ckp. :P yeah wtv la kan.  so anyway, HELLO CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, ADD MATHS and BIOLOGY :) be nice taw taw! if not, i wont be nice to u either :P cant wait to explore u guys :)

introduce u, HIDAYAH PATHI :) bye dyah :'(

byebye sab :'(

byebye geniuses! :'(

byebye amirah and anis :'(

byebye athirah and dayah :'(

byebye abu :'(

i love this one!! look!theres my name! wooooo

miss u guys people! :')

err, ignore the shitty face. 

okayyyyyyyy people :) i guess, that will be all for today :) so selamat ber-form 4 my frens :) kita compare2 pointer eh nnti. aku semestinya 4.0. heehehe. AMINN. all the best in your studies and life undertakings :) do keep in touch okay. and so do readers :) toodles :)

                                                   Hugs and kisses,

                                                                                JenniferKardashian

people surroundings -,-

hello people :) and todayyyyyy, guess what. i wana talk about.... erm but hold on. i got my baby oledi :) hehehehehehehe. blackberry torch :) lme dah tunggu ni. although this is so unexpected as i request something else for my present, but naaah, its okay. this is worth it. :D *senyum sorg2 dpn laptop*

okay cut the crap -,- now im gonna start my nag. cerita dy mcm ni.........................

i was walking nearby my house last evening with a fren of mine. we got nothing to do, so yeah, kami lepak2 dkt pdg tu and duduk ats bench yg dah nk reput tu while watching those hot guys playing football. *hot la sgt kan* and for sure, mmg boring la en setakat duduk atas bench, sembag2 and tgk diorg main bola. takde feel btul!! so i tried to figure out something to do.

 

so i keluarkan my bb tu and played with it. main punya main punya main, then suddnly i heard some voices. -,-

guess what, i heard la mulut2 budak2 taman alma jaya ni berbisik2 kan. its like they were saying im showing off my bb or something like that lah -,- pastu i try to look at them, and try to give them a very 'friendly' glance kononnya -,-  padahal nk tgk muka2 diorg yg suci lg murni dok kta2 kat  org actually.

 

amboi, bila org pndang diorg, bukan main lg ni, betapa hipokritnya mereka, senyum plak kat aku. tp nvmla kan, i smiled back. but when i turned my face front back, i heard their mousy sound again. urghhh. exasperate gila la ngan diorg tu :O mcm nak je............... but nvm. sabar2. 

 

so i cant take it anymore. and to be frankly, im not good in hiding my face when i dont like something that really irritates me. those girls are reli weidos. i mean like, deyy, im not showing off my bb. i was so bored there, and plus suddnly someone called me just now. so i need to take out my phone to answer the call. is there any problems with that? when people called u,do u jst need to ignore the call and wat bodo je act like nothing happen semata2 tanak mnunjuk dpn org fon korg mahal la sgt. this is so lame people. update la sikit. haisyooo. then what is the function i have my fon with me -,- 

 

actually, i used to thnk that way either. 'oh budak tu saje je nk show off fon dia dpn org' , 'eley,dy tu blagak la. mntang2 gne iphone' and blablabla -,- for me, using such expansive handphone bukan nk berlagak smata2. for example,like me. im using bb. their apps are awesome which attracts me to have one. alaa, biasala kan. budak2 skolah skrg da moden. fon asyik nk layan yg mahal2 je. pntang keluar new model, smua nk beli baru. so bnde ni its nothing pon. mmg la, certain people very show off dgn fon diorg yg cnggih tu en -,- but who cares. who knows mybe shes holding sumone's else punya hphone ke ap ke kn. berlagak je lebih.kononnya their own one la. pdhal x -,- bullshit je. so people. please be open minded. let them be hepi with their lives, and so do u :)  im trying to motivate myself either actually ni. heheehe. bkoz somehow i do love gossiping. pfffft. hee :D girls kan! cant miss hearing those new infos. hehe. okay2 dah. so i guess thats all. :) the lesson is :  be professional :) kalo tak boley sgt, blah je dr situ. by that, we'll be just fineeee :) okay people! daaaaa <3

kisses and hugs,
amelia farhana jamil sulong :)